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October 7, 2014

Day 112

A profound change for me over the past few days. With letting go of minuscule offerings of resources I’d been clinging to over the past few months, turning away and offering surrender, the first door has already opened.

I’ve been offered support from a fan of my work who has been following for some years. Support to focus on my studies for the next couple of months and repackage it for a broader audience.

I used the analogy – for the past few years actually – that I felt like I was treading water in my career. Sometimes drowning, sometimes popping up above the water line only to sink back in, sometimes just afloat, my arms not available to help as I held the chins of my two children above the water line with me.

A boyfriend came along for a while but he was so filled with fear and suspicion from baggage of past experiences, he would sit in his boat next to me and cheer me on without ever offering his hand to help me up. Maybe he was scared 3 extra bodies would sink his boat? Whatever. It didn’t matter and eventually I asked him to float on his way.

This time the support is solid though. It feels like I’ve been given my own little boat and we can finally sit, rest and dry our feet. I am finally up out of the water.

Yesterday I felt incredible peace and serenity. Like I know for sure I am finally heading in the right direction.

I fought against doing this work for so long. I couldn’t get enough of it but it seemed so “leading edge” (read that as “airy fairy”) I couldn’t imagine earning anything out of it. Even now I can’t see where the income will come from but I absolutely KNOW the money is there framed in a project yet to be revealed.

Maybe the idea will come to me. Maybe the idea will come to someone else who wants me on the team. I have no ego about who brings in the idea. So funny how we all fight over intellectual property when in fact none of us come up with ideas anyway. They are all from the Collective Unconscious. haha

So! A little more of the path is shown in front of me now. The fog is clearing.

Just one step at a time and I am going to enjoy every inch of the journey!

If you’re feeling lost yourself in the work you are doing and yearn for something more heartfelt, I say, BE BRAVE.

When you let go of your old life without fear or anxiety, the doors will fly open.

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A Leader of the Shift

October 2, 2014

Day 107

Sorry I haven’t posted for a while. This “life’s purpose” which came before is already feeling not completely right. A superb question posed to me soon after was “Are you doing this because you are passionate about it or because you see a need?”

The immediate answer was that it was definitely a need. I saw straight away that if I started down that path and poured in all the work necessary to get it off the ground I would be burnt out very quickly because it’s not what I am passionate about.

There would be satisfaction in supporting those who need it helping them keep their chin above water, uncovering their true gifts and getting them into work that they loved. But, I would be watching them do work they were passionate about and would feel the loss of not doing the same for myself.

“Serve self before you serve others” as they say on the plane when pointing out your oxygen mask.

So in reviewing Volume one of “Conversations with God” yesterday – an awesome book I haven’t read for a while – a new idea came through which feels more in tune with my heart.

I knew my next role would be that of a leader of some sort. Maybe just the leader of a team, maybe bigger, who knows?

In this idea I draw people together like me who have progressed along the evolution line a bit and understand the power we can harness with our minds.

Apparently there isn’t anyone on the planet right now who could “fix” the world in a jiffy. But with a group of minds connected around the planet, all focussed on one outcome, we might be able to make a difference.

In fact we’d have to make some sort of impact. It would be impossible to ignore.

It would be pointless trying to stop war, natural disasters or viral outbreaks. These things we have generated ourselves and they need to happen in order for Humanity to have a change of heart.

We would focus on the things I’ve been learning are a part of the Shift of Consciousness. They are what we are heading towards anyway but the faster we get there the less war and natural disasters we will have to live through in the future.

Things like:

  • solidarity amongst our single Human species
  • equal rights and freedom for all
  • movements/policies/enterprise which benefit all involved so it’s not at anyone’s expense
  • appreciation of our species diversity
  • care for our animals, plants and environment
  • sustainable everything
  • forgiveness and letting go of old beliefs or baggage
  • no judgement
  • completely tuned to intuition
  • control of our reactions losing the ones that don’t benefit us like taking offence, being jealous etc.
  • appreciation of those who are not so far down the evolutionary track. No looking down noses.
  • full integration and relatedness with those around you so you don’t appear weird or labelled
  • openness to new possibilities that were previously thought impossible
  • connectedness with your neighbours, city dwellers and all around the planet
  • communities raising and looking out for children in joint responsibility

These things are already named as what an evolved society does for each other. Why not fast track the process if we can?

Two heads are immensely powerful compared to just one.
Imagine what we could achieve with a whole group of heads?

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Is True Love for Real?

September 21, 2014

Day 96

I watched the movie Winter’s Tale (2014) last night. It includes in the story a man – played by Colin Farrell – who falls completely in love with a consumptive young woman – played by Jessica Brown Findlay.

I always used to look at romantic movies like this and wonder, what it was like to be completely in love with someone and to be completely loved in return?

As I grew to adulthood it felt like every loving relationship was conditional. The love was never complete. What was missing?

The knowledge I have of Law of Attraction now shows me that each relationship reflected back to me my own heart. If I could not love myself completely then no one else could either. They would always find fault with me and, because like attracts like, I would always find fault with the partner who does not completely love himself.

So, I worked on my self development and got to love myself more. I set the intention to find love at first sight.

Of course you never know when this is going to happen and when it did I was not ready, not expecting it.

I was approaching the door of a train carriage as we were pulling into the station. I saw him there by the door. A man with stunning eyes looking at me. The man dropped me a compliment. I thanked him but could not look him in the face. He tried again to start the conversation and I couldn’t bring myself to lift my chin. I just thanked him again and kept staring away.

The doors opened at the station. I stepped out determined to stare off into the distance until the train had completely gone.

What the hell was I doing??

I went to my appointment like a stunned mullet, then roamed the city for over an hour wondering if I would happen upon him, wanting to see those eyes I’d only got a glance at. I knew I’d rejected something that had the potential to be big.

In the end, my intuition said “go back to the train station”. I asked “are we going home?” and the answer was “Yes”. I wouldn’t find him again today.

I’m not going to kick myself for years to come that that was “the one” and the only chance at love at first sight or to find complete, mutual love. If you believe that meeting was a one-off opportunity the Universe will comply and make sure you never get it again! So I’m keeping my options open. 🙂

I know how this works and expect the Universe will continue to give me opportunities, with unlimited patience, until I feel worthy enough to look that man in the eye and receive what I asked for.

When will that be? No idea.

It will be there at the perfect time though. I just know it.

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It’s time to change

September 20, 2014

Day 95

Loved this video I watched last on the latest from Kryon. I’ve taken the gist of it so you can read below in case you don’t have a spare half hour to listen to the whole thing. The video is translated throughout into German. A beautiful, sensitive interpreter – superb work. My transcript is not word for word but has what I found most useful to note down. Enjoy!

Here’s the video

and here’s my paraphrased transcript —

Kryon – 5 Revelations for New Energy

September 13, 2014 Hamburg, Germany

1) Change is the new normal.

This is so difficult for many. So many are waiting for things to return to what it was including healers and mediums in the room. Their bridge has disappeared where they used to cross to inter-dimensional places. It will never be the same. Understand this. Move forward and find the new energy in healing. Just what you’ve always been doing but tune to a more powerful way. It’s at a higher frequency. You’ve been waiting for the old frequency to return. It isn’t going to.

Look for the new one, it is yours.

There are so many light workers who are in this condition. Just when you’ve found that frequency you have a new job. This is a metaphor. You’re going to have to stay up with the new frequency shifts. Stay current. Step out of a box out onto a moving platform and you’ll have to keep up with it.

The good news is it won’t be that difficult because you have the new tools. Just get past the premise of new change. Use the new change where it is because tomorrow it will be different again. Expect it, love it, smile when it happens for this is the new energy. In order for it to be seen it must go faster than it’s ever gone before.

Clear your heart. Old souls know what this means.

2) Do not be shocked with what happens on the planet.

This is a shift. A grand one. The ancients have told you about it. We have told you about it. What did you expect? You expected something better than what is happening? Remember the previous channellings. We have said there will come a time when low energy will fight for it’s life. It amasses. It organises. It looks black to you. It hurts your heart and makes you sorrowful. What humans will do to humans. Some will say there is no difference to this than the barbarians of the past and you are right. It is showing itself to a gentle planet and it doesn’t have a chance.

There are clever ways to defund these things. Without money they will not exist.

I think you’re going to see more and more of that. A gentle way to disarm the darkness and you will win. Do not be shocked about what is coming next for it is not over. If the dark energies of the planet are to survive they must all join to gather now and try their best.

There will always be duality, disagreements. These are what you would expect but not what you’re seeing now. It will pass, you will see. The old soul is the one who carries the most weight of light on the planet.

If you fear, it it has won.

Can consciousness change the planet? Oh yes. If a million people got together and had compassionate thoughts would it change the planet? Oh yes. What does the dark energy do first? It shocks you and tries to interfere and then, they have won, for in fear there is no connection with God. Only survival.

Do not be afraid old soul. Stand tall in oneness, not in fear.

3) Good news!

In your personal lives many are going to receive some of the things you’ve been waiting for. We’ve given it a name. Unexpected benevolent change.

This is not for all of you for the time cycles of what you go through is unique and individual and the time is not right. Some of you are still going through the trials of recalibrations which may last the entire year. Everyone is different. Every one is loved. If you feel you are going through trial right now. I want you to know the angels are by your side crying every tear that you cry knowing who you are, what you’re going through and the shift that you are making. You will come out of the other side of this particular issue with more light than you ever thought you could have, with greater talents than you have now and a wisdom that is forever.

Many of you have gone through the shift, I want you to expect the unexpected. Unexpected benevolent change. Isn’t it time? We told you this is the new age where light workers hold the light. They don’t battle the dark. They move forward with the light. These are metaphors. Metaphors of the battle you are winning.

Do not despair when you look around. Unexpected benevolent change.

4) Your Box of Belief

We have said it many times. Human beings tend to climb into boxes of belief and the old soul is no exception. How do you think this should all work? How do you channel? How do you work the systems? Are there right and wrong ways to do things? Is energy sensitive to what you do? Are there certain things that you should not do? That’s a box and you’re in it. You may call it the esoteric box but you’re in it.

You’re going to have to have a tolerance like you’ve never had before to meet with other light workers like yourself who you think are doing it wrong. (Laughs).

Based on tradition. Based on what you’ve been told by others or what worked for you. Everything is changing. You’re going to have to drop the walls of the box. Can you really do that?

This is time when we are asking you to join with others all over the world, in all countries where they’ve all learned it differently than you. Drop the differences and join in love. This is the way you’re going to win. Separation creates enemies. Separation creates mistrust and you know that. The old soul knows that. The one who is the light worker illuminates what’s in front of them so they can clearly see others and their own steps.

Let the light that you carry be one of tolerance and not just of other people, especially other old souls and light workers.

Listen dear one there are light workers everywhere. There are light workers wearing the costumes of the church. There are light workers around the globe you never ever expect. They believe what you believe that God is inside. That peace on earth is possible and that there is a shift at hand.

Tolerance, not judgement.

5) Change how others see you

There is a new way of spreading the message of light on this planet. How have you been doing it so far? You might say “Well I’ve been working on myself. I read the books, communicate with my higher self. I open my pineal and I’m a healer, an author.” All of those are good but the big one, the one that’s going to change the planet is the one the masters all told you was coming and I said the same thing.

Its how others see you.

Do you carry mastery in your attitude or not? Do you love others as yourself? Are you too strange to be around? Listen to me. Esoteric people often are strange. They’re in their strange box. Everyone knows it. Their family knows it. Their neighbours know it and they walk along the street and others will see them coming in their strange box and they will cross the street to avoid them. Is that you?

Let me ask you, if it is, how are you helping the planet? You think people want to be like you? It is time to take assessment of who you are.

The planet’s going to change with old souls walking around with tolerance and love, not strangeness. Who are you? Were the masters of the planet in a strange box? Oh no. They walked around and everyone wanted to be with them. They could hardly wait to stand next to them.

Are you gracious? generous? Do you listen to others? I want you to think of these things. Old soul, you’ve been in training for this. This is the hardest thing you’re going to do. It starts with family. 

You didn’t want to hear that did you?

The hardest thing you gotta do is love the family. Those biological ones that are related to you. Some of you gave up on them a long time ago. You don’t even talk to them much. It’s time to change that. You don’t argue with them. Let them see the love of God within you that is shining your light. That is new.

There are so many esoteric people who have invested so much in their strange box. It’s going to be difficult to drop the walls but this is the work, light worker.

Go from this place differently than you came.

Let people know who you are by how you react, how you act with others, how you love one another.

There is no greater light on the planet and will attract people from everywhere.

From everywhere.

And so it is.

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Dream away

September 19, 2014

Day 94

Check out this lovely post by Channeller Brenda Hoffman giving us full permission to create something extraordinary.

Sometimes we get so caught up in the details of the everyday we spend all our energy running a tight schedule, trying not to forget stuff, stewing on how we could have done things differently. We spend hours on what might happen in the future, be it fantasising about something beneficial or freaking out about the worst case scenario.

I find now that if I head off on some long winded story of what could be, when I become conscious I’m doing it, I suddenly find myself exhausted. Then I remember to become present again, use my mindfulness, as some would say, and the energy comes back instantly.

So what if we could keep ourselves present for now and really stretch our dreaming minds? How big an extraordinary a life could you make? Remember, in the future, we are only limited by our imagination. So why not start reaching for the biggest you can right now? Set the intention and the Universe will start to move things in that direction for you.

How big could I dream? What sort of extraordinary things could I do?

Let’s start the vision …

  • To be able to heal myself and others to prime condition
  • To be able to understand and be understood in any language around this planet including its visitors
  • To be able to teleport time and space
  • To improve my psychic abilities so I can “see through the wolf’s eyelash” as the book Women who run with the Wolves talks about – that is to see all truths.
  • To be able to stop weapons working
  • To be able to draw in and converse with anyone I wish, be they alive or passed
  • To be able to have a full clear conversation with my Higher Self whenever I wish
  • To be able to dissipate (is that the right word?) and dance IN the music as it is created – like I’ve seen my late friend do – then come back to solid form
  • To be able to ask the one question that gives epiphany to those who need it which begins the biggest life change for them
  • To consciously be living and seeing the 6 dimensions we are able to attain in this epoch
  • To be able to change someone who is bent on the destruction of other humans to enlightenment (I understand their own free will is necessary for this)
  • To be leader of a team which makes a big difference in fast tracking this world to its new peaceful way of living.

Hm, that will do for now.

I’ve talked with a few people about the Life Purpose that came through last week. Still not completely sure of its shape but it does feel like I’m on the right track. Have been looking into structures needed and possible funding.

Sometimes the project mission feels crucial. Other times I wonder if it’s really that important.

How the world shapes itself in terms of allowing politicians and banks to continue in the old energy will set the scene. Australia is not known for being very revolutionary so there will probably need to be more hurt before anyone makes a move, in which case there will definitely be plenty of room for this project!

I’m sure the solid structure and next step will make itself known to me in good time. I am definitely approaching this very differently from previous projects, not feeling any need to work it all out by myself or do all the work. I know the instruction will come and the team leaders and funders will step up to the plate at the right time.

What a fun way to work!

Let’s see how it plays out.

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I’ve got it! The Life Purpose has arrived!

September 12, 2014

Day 87

Last three days I had a really sore throat for no apparent reason – Louise Hay’s theory shows this is resistance to great change so I’ve been intentionally keeping an open mind. It’s also a very good reason to shut my mouth, get some rest and let the ideas in.

I had two dreams in a row about giving up looking for “it” and just enjoying the journey so I did that too. Then, just as I was feeling like tossing it all in, Life’s Purpose arrives! This is it.

The solid shape of what it looks like is not completely clear yet but this is what I know so far. It’s a very big project and, if it turns you on, sounds like something you feel aligned to, call me up. Maybe we can work together. I’m going to need a team.

The Status Quo

Local government – and I would say governments in other countries too – have for too long seen their unemployed as a liability. A pain in the ass. Something you want to pay as little attention to as possible. Our own politicians are blatantly clear in the press about their opinion of “poor people”. Keep those lazy sods uncomfortable so they keep looking for work.

Many of the agencies – not all, but many – are funded by government to get them re-employed and they are underfunded as well. Their consultants are underpaid and undervalued so they have little incentive to give more than they get.

The result is that the unemployed person goes in to get guidance and is left still feeling like a liability. They are given the handout as if they are annoying, told what hoops they need to keep jumping through to stay on the benefit and are offered little in terms of psychological support. It’s humiliating.

The poverty mindset grows. The self worth dwindles. Lower self worth means you will be less successful in the job interview – if you can get one. The gap between feeling like you’re a useful part of the community and feeling like a liability gets wider. The government benefits are not enough to support basic living costs which can drive some to crime, addiction or whatever desperate measures they can bare.

I was in the central city earlier this week and have never seen so many beggars. What kind of a world are we fostering here?

My Big Idea

Our charities and employment agencies are doing the very best they can with the little they are offered in government support. What if our community could support it’s own? Our country has never had so many millionaires before in history. The money is still flowing. Let’s put it to use.

I am very much a believer in the “Weakest Link” factor. If you allow people to fall under your radar and be left feeling like a liability you will never have a strong chain nationwide nor globally. We will all be left continuing to fend for ourselves and everyone else be damned.

All for One but not a lot of One for All.

What if we could have a crowd or corporate funded organisation which mentors the unemployed who really want to work? Then ripple it out to convert long term unemployed into eager contributors?

The Gifted

These are the unemployed we will care for. As I see them, each person has the potential to make a massive and useful contribution to society. They each have the capacity to support themselves, their families and their community.

See them not as a liability. Help them find their true gift in life.. what they are best at doing.

Guide them towards high ethics, accountability and self responsibility. Grow their self worth. Get them into the work they most love or set them into a startup group with complimentary minds and a mentor to watch over them.

Support their true basic living costs which are currently falling through the gap in what is offered by government bodies and provide solid follow through to get them off and running.

The Donors

They may be corporate, individual or even families teaching their children to have a social conscience. Working like a World Vision child campaign, we offer packages covering a 6 month supply of basic living needs and mentoring for the Gifted.

Donors see full transparency in how the money is spent including our own administration costs. They also get an anonymous introduction to the family they are supporting and what results came from the 6 months support.

Being a Not for Profit organisation, the donations will be tax deductible.

Any excess funds left after a donor package is run can either go towards another Gifted family or be put towards something like a community food growing project.

It all sounds rather simple at the moment, yet the implications of how big a movement this could be or how broadly geographically we could help could take us to the limits of the planet.

Can you help?

What I’ll need for this project.

Main Team members, experts in: Accounting, Marketing and Publicity, Negotiating, Lobbying, Legal, Coaching and Mentoring, developers for the internet platforms, Recruiting, Suppliers, Sales Account managers for the Donors, other advisors who could help the Gifted.

Plenty of Volunteers as drivers, support and administration people.

An office for the Team Leaders to work in.

Foundation Donors to get us started.

What do you think?

Want to help? We will need all sorts!

Contact me if you want to be a part of this.

War in the Middle East

September 8, 2014

Day 83

Personal update: Been quite motivated over the last week. Work progressing nicely. Sleeping shorter hours. Dreams are frequent and most are easy to interpret. Two more last night both with the themes of looking for something that’s no longer important to find, getting compliments and seeing the journey as the most magnificent thing to focus on rather than ignoring in it and focussing on the searching. Easy message!

No Mercredan session today – Francis and I didn’t feel there was anything new to ask. We figured we needed to keep working on what has already been given before the next lesson comes through.

The current work for us all is to discipline the mind to be in the present moment with no memories of the past and no judgement of the future. I’m finding that rather challenging. I don’t know if I am being less disciplined or if I’m simply becoming more aware of how undisciplined I am! Never mind. Keep working on it.

Came across this video of Kryon titled “Don’t Despair” dated 2 September 2014 so it’s not too old – about 30 minutes duration. Very emotional presentation and adding the slightly annoying music is enough to make you want to cry. It’s a great message though.

The only way the old energy of the world can keep you from evolving is to keep you in fear. The media messages the Islamic state have been feeding us of beheadings are certainly designed to keep us in fear and “adds ammunition to their cause”. It’s up to us to understand that and see through it. Video is below.

Quick quote from the video about the War in the Middle East:

Thousands of years of trained hatred is not going to fall over simply because you passed the Procession of the Equinoxes (December 2012). Cultures who have never gotten along and taught their children who the enemy was are not going to simply become gentle and loving toward those who were former enemies.

This may take generations of wisdom in order to finally settle but right now I want you to see what’s happening so you’ll understand.

Listen, in 3 dimensions when you have championship ball games, you go through a process of deciding who is the best team – do you not? And when they finally come together, they are the best of the best – are they not? And they come together in a final battle which will be difficult for both of them because they are fighting the ones who have trained the hardest.

Old soul, I want you to meet the new ones on the planet who want to destroy everything that is light – and you know who I’m talking about. Suddenly, they appear and they appear ugly. They appear with funding against all odds. They are strong. Don’t despair.

Because light is going to win. And those who’ll promote hatred, intolerance and no respect for life cannot survive on a planet that wants the opposite. And they won’t. But you’re going to have to watch it as it unfolds and you’re going to have to watch the championship.

Lightworker, it’s the worst thing you can imagine having the dark side emerge to the point where you have to see it on television. Where you have to envision it for yourself because you were empaths – all of you. And it makes you just want to quit.

I have been where you are because I live with you. I see the tears. I feel the emotion. “God, does this really have to be?” and the answer is “Yes.”

It has to be because you passed this marker and you cannot keep things the same. Decisions of light and dark have to be made finally on this planet. You cannot have marauding groups of murderers in the midst of those on the planet who all they want is light.

Have I said it strong enough? Don’t despair…

Here’s the whole video:

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